Ok, I give in.
May. 26th, 2005 10:35 pmI have Non-Specific Worry Syndrome.
However hard I poke at any one of the many little worries, it isn't a big deal (not even Mum, since the prognosis is so good). But the combination of them all - well, that's scary.
I can deal with one active thing, and one waiting, at the moment. The active thing is going home & to Kent for a friend's wedding this weekend (though I don't know what to wear yet). The waiting thing is the OU assignment due in on 3 June.
Except there's also the cancer Thing, the anniversary of crappiness Thing, the Cambridge next weekend Thing, the going back to work Thing, the total lack of money Thing... A couple of months ago, I was pootling along nicely from one Thing to the next - and now it's all become overwhelming. I know I don't have to worry about them all at once (and some of them shouldn't be worrying at all), but knowing they're there and Looming at me is sending me towards panic ctations.
Wibble.
However hard I poke at any one of the many little worries, it isn't a big deal (not even Mum, since the prognosis is so good). But the combination of them all - well, that's scary.
I can deal with one active thing, and one waiting, at the moment. The active thing is going home & to Kent for a friend's wedding this weekend (though I don't know what to wear yet). The waiting thing is the OU assignment due in on 3 June.
Except there's also the cancer Thing, the anniversary of crappiness Thing, the Cambridge next weekend Thing, the going back to work Thing, the total lack of money Thing... A couple of months ago, I was pootling along nicely from one Thing to the next - and now it's all become overwhelming. I know I don't have to worry about them all at once (and some of them shouldn't be worrying at all), but knowing they're there and Looming at me is sending me towards panic ctations.
Wibble.
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Date: 2005-05-26 11:29 pm (UTC)Best clothes advice: layers as the weather sometimes plays havoc from rainstorms to blistering heat, sturdy boots or at least flat shoes as Midsummer Common isn't exactly a park and a hat is a good idea, too, as there isn't much shade.
Bring an empty stomach as there's usually lots of wonderful food available (mmm, Jamaican goat curry).
Give us a ring when you're there and we can meet up. I'll probably be around early as I want to try and catch some of the parade this year.
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Date: 2005-05-27 12:25 pm (UTC)