We won't let you in

Nov. 3rd, 2025 11:54 pm
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I didn't have a panoramic dental X-ray done today because this morning my dental office called at 9:40 am (regarding a 12:30 pm appointment) to tell me that Medicaid won't cover it until December 15. Do I still want to come in today to get it done and pay for it myself? NO.

They'll call me back in December to make a new appointment. Get your act together and stop wasting my time, Bell Dental.

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I've gotten two texts and one voice message from someone claiming to be with actual debt collector Unifin Inc. The texts and voice message don't give any details like how much money or whom. Read more... )

Hopefully if this is a real thing they will mail me something with details?

Sunday Secrets

Nov. 2nd, 2025 12:08 am
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Posted by Frank

Every week over a million people tell ChatGPT they are thinking about suicide. You are not alone. If you, or someone you love, is in crisis, help and hope can start here.

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Secret in a Secret

Nov. 2nd, 2025 12:06 am
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Posted by Frank

To: “Frank Warren” <frank@postsecret.com>
Subject: Re: I Quit Altoid Tin

Hi Frank: Did you open the Altoid Tin?

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No I thought it was a vampire. Vape
-Frank

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Nope, there is a note inside.

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Oh! you sent it in?
(Vampire was an autocorrect that I left in.)
-Frank

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I thought the vampire autocorrect was funny and very timely for October.

Yes…I was anxious to send it but made myself seal it and drop it in the mailbox the day I wrote it. My heart dropped when I saw my tin had made it and then I felt relief my note wasn’t there (what if someone recognized my handwriting?!) but I kept coming back to it, refreshing the page over and over, thinking that my note was like a genie stuck in a bottle and needing it to be released. So I actually sent an email to you, to release my so called genie. I don’t believe it will grant wishes but I hope it brings something needed to someone else. 

I’ve been sober since I wrote it and two weeks isn’t much but writing the note and just letting myself be completely honest was such a release and we all have to start somewhere.

On, a related note, I’ve been visiting postsecret every Sunday since it started. I don’t even remember how I found it but it’s been a safe haven for me over the years and reading the secrets every Sunday provided me a weekly place where I never felt alone, especially as a teenager and continues to comfort me weekly. It’s the first thing I do when I wake up on Sunday. Thank you for creating this project and for keeping our secrets and keeping it going and everyone else that is brave enough to send in their secrets.

I opened the bag the postoffice put your secret in and looked for the best place to cut it open to get at the note, but it’s so well sealed – and cute. Is it okay if we let your story stand and preserve the note as a mystery?
-Frank

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Now what I see, is what I get

Nov. 1st, 2025 10:13 pm
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So life may have further blessed me for not having an uninsured dental X-Ray done for $150 in July (because Medicaid demanded more X-Rays for crowns to get approved but refused to cover the X-Rays and I said, Not today, Satan, I don't need that crown.) I told my dental office that unless I could get a guarantee that Medicaid would approve the crowns if I got the July X-Ray done, I wasn't paying to get an X-ray done. Of course they couldn't guarantee, so.

My dental office called today to say that Medicaid covers a panoramic X-Ray every three years, and I haven't had one done in three years. My dental office swears Medicaid is covering it, and I'm getting it done Monday, with them hoping this will get an affirmative on doing the crown.

See, if I did that X-ray in July (and probably still didn't get permission for the crowns because Medicaid sucks) and then found out today I could get a panoramic done now, I would be pissed. If the panoramic isn't enough to get approval on the crown, at least I didn't have to pay for the frickin' X-ray.

Hopefully the government won't continue to be shutdown for much longer and I won't lose my health coverage too.

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Overgrowth at the Mager site in (Lutheran) All Faiths Cemetery. So glad the ground crew took that tree out and knocked down and damaged Irving only for this to be allowed to occur. [/sarcasm] You can see Irving on the ground on the left. Shot 10/27/25.


Irving is still lying on his side on the ground seven months later, so I don't know how much more damage might have been done to him besides what's visible. They removed the broken-off pieces of his wing from the ground though. They're mowing the grass around him.

As a reminder, this is what Irving looked like in better days.

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I went to Stop & Shop Thursday specifically for their muffins. Fate said, Nah.

Shot 10/30/25.

The rainstorm had resulted in several massive leaks in the store. I had to walk carefully in some parts of the store because the floor was wet and slippery. The rainstorm also flooded one side of Union Turnpike that I didn't see in the dark until I was right on top of it and had to drive through.

Ongoing

Oct. 27th, 2025 10:48 pm
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Recently the one-year anniversary of owning my Kia Forte and the 19-year anniversary of my brain surgery passed.

During last week's pain management appointment, my doctor brought two trainees/interns in and asked me if they could sit in on our consultation. When I said yes, I didn't realize I'd have to explain some things to them about Chiari I malformation, Ehlers-Danlos syndrome, my brain surgery, and other ideas/procedures floated to treat me. It didn't help that I forgot the word "vertebrae" during the surgery talk and had to tell them that some of the small pieces that jut out of my spine were shaved down to make more room for my brain. When my doctor asked if they had questions, the woman asked if any other things were suggested to treat me, at which point I told her traction made things so much worse and I absolutely refused to get my neck fused as a result. (She also thought people realized they had Chiari just in childhood, and I had to say that if it doesn't become obvious in the victim's childhood, it often does in your 30s, which it did for me.)

Then an office worker came by to say there was food in the kitchen area and the two immediately disappeared for it, mid-consultation, while I and my doctor exchanged a "looking into the camera on The Office" look.

I told him that I sometimes get numbness, pain, or a burning agony on the front of my left thigh, which he said came from the spine, like the L3 area, and suggested I do certain stretches for it. The office had me take a cognition test, due to possible side effects of some of the medications I'm on, and I scored average in most areas and above average in one. I discovered during it that I can memorize five numbers at a time but not six.

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The "check brake light" dashboard alert is once again randomly coming on and turning itself off in my Kia Forte. Having replaced a wire, which worked for seven months, and replaced the brake light bulb and cleaned its housing, which worked for three months, my mechanics have no other idea what to do, and I don't trust Huntington Volvo, where I bought the car, after they gave me this car with four rotting tires on it and refused to get back to me on anything. Thus, I'm living with the alert when it's there. The way it activates with a loud, distracting ~ding~ every time sucks.

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Since the government is still shut down, I'm not getting my November food money.

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Oct. 27th, 2025 02:26 am
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It: Welcome to Derry certainly has my attention now.
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Loro Piana 1 (closer)I did a night run into Manhattan to see window displays and found that I couldn't get close to Saks Fifth Avenue's windows because there was a cordon around the building as workers mounted giant "gems" on the structure, which is probably for the coming Christmas/holiday spectacle. I'm happy about this because last year, after about 15 years of building light shows and amazing things, Saks gave us nothing. Their window displays were sad and basic too. I did one pass of them, I only needed one pass. Bergdorf and Bloomingdale's I visited a few times.

As a reminder for why I was so pissed at Saks last year, this is what they had on the building for the Christmas/holidays in 2023. The zodiac clock for Carousel of Dreams. It would periodically do a whole light show with music. I was so sad when they disassembled it and took it down, the pieces going to parts unknown.

Dior has its whole building shrouded, so I'm wondering if they'll be doing something big. Last Christmas, Dior did this. (This was a temporary location, so they have a different building to work with this year.)

I did the run now because soon there will only be shrouds on window displays for weeks before the grand unveilings, with grand unveilings being anywhere from the teens to the twenties of November.

I've posted 25 photos of my current run--featuring some Bloomingdale's, Bergdorf Goodman, and Saks Fifth Avenue windows--on my Flickr. The Loro Piana displays at Bergdorf Goodman had a placard at the bottom of each explaining things about the House's history or their cashmere. I love the little goats on the scales in this window, Capra hircus goats representing the source of their cashmere. The thistles in one display represent the dried thistles traditionally used for teaseling their cashmere.

And use this chance to be heard

Oct. 26th, 2025 10:52 pm
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From [personal profile] musesfool, the AO3 alphabet meme:


Rules: How many letters of the alphabet have you used for [starting] a fic title? One fic per line, 'A' and 'The' do not count for 'a' and 't'. Post your score out of 26 at the end, along with your total fic count.

A - About-face (Doctor Who, Fifth Doctor/Vislor Turlough, Tegan Jovanka/Nyssa)
B - Babes in Toyland (Buffy the Vampire Slayer [movie], Pike/Benny)
C - Canadian Shack #24 (The X-Files, Fox Mulder/Alex Krycek)
D - Daily Free Spin (Weiß Kreuz, Schuldig & Brad Crawford)
E - Early in the Mourning (Andromeda)
F - Fallout (My Teen Romantic Comedy SNAFU [anime], Hayama Hayato/Hikigaya Hachiman)
G - Games People Play (Andromeda)
H - Halber Mensch (Weiss Kreuz, The Sandman, Schuldig/Fujimiya Aya (Ran), Brad Crawford/Schuldig)
I - I Lost My Limbs But Not My Lover (Twitch City, Newbie/Curtis)
J - Journey Plus Destination: Strangers on a Train (due South, Benton Fraser/Ray Kowalski)
K - Keeping Score (The X-Files)
L - Left in the Dark (Once a Thief [TV], Victor Mansfield/Nathan Muckle)
M - Mad Love (Two Guys, a Girl, and a Pizza Place, Michael Bergen (Berg)/Pete Dunville, Michael Bergen (Berg)/Irene)
N - Naming and Being (Saiyuki)
O - Oblique (The X-Files, Fox Mulder/Alex Krycek)
P - Paradox (The X-Files, Fox Mulder/Alex Krycek)
Q - Quagmire (X-Men [comicverse], Marvel [Comics])
R - Rant (Saiyuki)
S - The Safest Place (A Quiet Place: Day One, Eric & Samira "Sam")
T - Table Scraps (due South, Benton Fraser/Ray Kowalski, Diefenbaker & Ray Kowalski)
U - Ugly Side (Doctor Who)
V - The Very Secret Thoughts of Clark Kent (Smallville, Clark Kent/Lex Luthor)
W - Waiting (due South, Benton Fraser/Ray Kowalski)
X -
Y - You Can Bend, or You Can Break (Saiyuki, Cho Hakkai/Sha Gojyo)
Z - Zero Hours (Andromeda, Seamus Harper/Dylan Hunt)

25/26, out of 590 stories on AO3. I picked the very first entry for each letter and ignored the fics that start with numbers.

PostSecret License

Oct. 25th, 2025 11:20 am
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Posted by Frank

To: “frank” <frank@postsecret.com>
Dear Frank-

Twelve years ago I mailed in my license plate with the message “I don’t know where my home is” scrawled on the front. I had just dropped out of college and moved across the country to live with my dad. A lot has changed since then, but some things haven’t.

My life imploded (again) and I found myself back in my dad’s house; I changed careers, graduated college, and went to grad school. But that secret has followed me for a decade, often featured on the website or exhibits.

It popped up a few weeks ago and I thought “nothing has changed, I’m still just that lost kid” and then I realized how wrong I was. I’m not sure that I feel any more at home here now than I did back then, but something has changed. I found home in myself. Finally the skin that I live in feels like enough. Thank you for being a place of growth, love, and acceptance for all these years.

-Erica

Hi Erica, 

Thanks for your secret! I remember receiving that “naked mail” over a decade ago and yes it has been shared many times; on the web, in my PostSecret talks, and in museums from the Smithsonian to the Museum of Us

I know many people have felt a connection to your secret and I believe many will now relate to your story behind it. Courage is contagious and I believe your story will inspire others to tell their truth – and take that first step in their journey. 

Your secret definitely has a home, so glad you found yours. 

Be well,
-Frank


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Chess is a show I know entirely through the cast recordings; if I recall correctly, it was such a thoroughly Cold War project that the liner notes referred to the two chess players as only "the American" and "the Russian". The new book by Danny Strong turns it into a (even more) melodramatic period piece, with the chess matches not simply a allegory for political tensions or a way of obtaining minor diplomatic concessions but tools for averting World War III. The Arbiter is dragooned as a narrator, who exposits both the global situation and the personal interactions with the characters, partly through a series of very bad and very obvious jokes.

Freddie Trumper, American grandmaster and obnoxious wunderkind, is challenged by Anatoly Sergievesky, mordant, depressed, and engaged in a clandestine flirtation with Freddie's chess second and lover, Florence Vassy. Freddie is notoriously a weak point in the original book, so prone to anti-Communist slurs, misogyny, and temper tantrums it is impossible to extend him much sympathy. The new version mitigates this by giving him bipolar disorder and medical noncompliance, and also by casting Aaron Tveit. Tveit is indeed so good and so charismatic that I was on Freddie's side way more than I expected, although not enough to take self-pity anthem "Pity the Child" seriously. (The rest of the audience seemed less skeptical.) Lea Michele as Florence is just as strong vocally, and almost as strong in terms of acting, though unfortunately without much romantic chemistry with either partner. (The closest any scene comes to a sexual charge is Freddie's sleazy half-assed attempt at persuading Anatoly to throw the game in Act II.) Nicholas Christopher as Anatoly is the weak point in Act I, where I had the same opinion as I had of his Sweeney Todd: he's got the potential to be great, but he isn't quite there yet. He really needs to work on his emoting, which is too flat even for the murderous Sweeney or the dour Anatoly. He is greatly handicapped in Chess by having to affect a Russian accent, which I really hope the production drops. But! He pulled out all stops in Act II, both for the songs and the acting, and won me over with his intensity and vocal power.

So basically: the book is still flawed and they need to cut the runtime, particularly in Act I. This was the second night of previews, so there's still time for changes before the show technically "opens". If we're lucky, they'll start by cutting the topical jokes.

But the point of Chess has never been the book; it is the score full of bangers and power ballads. The music is by ABBA's Benny Andersson and Björn Ulvaeus and the lyrics by Ulvaeus and Tim Rice. And the musical performances are GREAT. I am still guiltily fond of the kinda-no-really-very-racist "One Night in Bangkok" (which can plausibly be explained as Freddie's typical white guy take on the city BUT) and which in this production is a camp masterpiece. I am seriously tempted to see the show again just for that.

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