It's so good to hear from you. Though I'm sad you're having a hard time. *hugs*
I so, so, SO relate to your struggles with avoidance, and with depression. And loneliness. It fucking sucks, doesn't it? Sometimes I marvel how other people go about their lives, knowing they must have their own struggles, but... they seem so lucky?
Oh man... I haven't seen Ultron either, though I want to. I feel like I won't let myself get really invested in the Bucky/Cap because the films won't acknowledge it enough to my satisfaction, and I'll be disappointed. But argh, what a great pairing?? I have a tense relationship with ongoing properties, lol.
I'm actually off rn to see my psychiatrist and check on my own brain-med mix. I hope your support system keeps you safe and cared-for. Take care, okay? I hope you'll continue to post and keep us updated.
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Date: 2015-07-10 01:29 pm (UTC)I so, so, SO relate to your struggles with avoidance, and with depression. And loneliness. It fucking sucks, doesn't it? Sometimes I marvel how other people go about their lives, knowing they must have their own struggles, but... they seem so lucky?
Oh man... I haven't seen Ultron either, though I want to. I feel like I won't let myself get really invested in the Bucky/Cap because the films won't acknowledge it enough to my satisfaction, and I'll be disappointed. But argh, what a great pairing?? I have a tense relationship with ongoing properties, lol.
I'm actually off rn to see my psychiatrist and check on my own brain-med mix. I hope your support system keeps you safe and cared-for. Take care, okay? I hope you'll continue to post and keep us updated.