Mmm, tea & crumpets.

I'm supposed to be in the middle of nowhere with nurse_liz and her followers. I'm not.

I was so tired last night I started crying because I'd finished my cup of tea and would have to go downstairs to boil the kettle if I wanted another one. This morning, I lay in bed until 11, wishing I could get back to sleep and being too tired to move. I really wouldn't have been safe to drive anywhere.

At least I managed *not* to call Liz & tell her I wasn't coming at all because I'd just be in the way and make things awkward with my "no beef / pork / lamb" dietary thing. It was close.

So, today I've told Therapist Sue about ATCB (she thinks he's a Good Thing) and discussed what I felt about the group, I've comprehensively not got any further than Having Ideas about the springkink things I've signed up for, decided that maybe I should be a Muse instead of a writer, as I currently have ideas coming out of my ears but not the words to make them into anything, remembered Katharine Kurtz comparing me to Salma Hayek in Dogma at GenCon a few years ago, eaten lots of crumpets, and drunk lots of tea. And knitted an Unexpected Hat for the Smallest Elder God. snapesbabe, I'll drop it off next time I visit.

Now I'm going to have a shower and go back to sleep.